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1 John 4.16
“And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.“

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It took me sixteen years to really understand how the power of love can change a life. All my life I asked my friends and even myself, if I ever really knew what love was. Sometimes, I just said I love you back, not knowing the power behind those words. I didn’t know what I was saying. My dad left our family when I was seven years old, my parents separated. My mom got me and my brothers a therapist, because she thought that it would improve our situation, and help us feel better. They were so wrong. I was so young, so the fact that someone was there helping me made me think that something was wrong with me. I was living a life of torture and terror. I was too busy trying to be a good person to everyone, and inside I was angered by my softness. It got to the point where I had a stage where I was just so cold-hearted, and I hated me more. I always hated me and I felt so ashamed of myself. It got to the point where I had thoughts of killing myself, and escape. I was bound to masturbation, to thoughts of suicide, fornication, adultery, and even homosexual. The enemy made me think that each one of those ways was the correct way out of my problem. I was always trying to fix myself, trying to change myself, so that I could be accepted. It got me so insecure, and made me feel inferior to other people. In my last relationship, I was so terrified; afraid of losing the “love” I thought it was, at that time. To me, the love I had felt in the world wasn’t really love; it was pleasure, masked around love. When the pleasure-cycle was over, the emotions went away. That’s what most teens face today; their hormones start building up, and they get all emotional. That happened to me. When she said she had troubles liking me more than this other guy, I decided to break-up with her, and I was so mad at everyone, at the world, at myself, at everything; because I felt so rejected and unaccepted. I even remember going to my bathroom crying. But then the Lord came to me, and he brought an angel to me the very next day. That person evangelized to me, and spoke to me about Christ. I still remember the date when I accepted Christ, March 05,2010; that date will always be imprinted in my heart. I will never forget how Christ redeemed me, and my inspiration has changed. The way I write has transformed, for Him! I no longer write to please man, but to please him! I hope that these poems provide you with courage, determination, and transformation of the heart and mind. Before I used to write so that people could relate to the poems, but now I write so that people could be changed by these poems! I hope you enjoy them! I love you all! Comment me, speak to me, I want to hear testimonies! I believe that the Lord is healing hearts right now as you are reading this! He is renewing and rebuilding your mind and your hearts, creating and immense faith and love in him. In the name of Jesus, I rebuke and cast out all spirits of depression and worry and frustration now! Deliver your people! In Jesus; Name, Amen! God bless you all!